A Perpetual Sunrise

I’m just waiting for the moment everything falls into place. A moment we may never reach A dream of happiness A dream of longing......

Unrequited Love

This unrequited love A contagious chemistry I just can’t shake Tell me what you want to hear I just want you to be happy I can’t build on...

Forever Young

I’ve been thinking a lot about life recently How fleeting and unfair it can be at times How suddenly you left Without a hug or a kiss...

Closeness

That’s when it hit me We have deprived ourselves of it for so long How can we learn again? I don’t think we realised until now I just...

Smile

As time moves forward I’ve moved further than I thought I could My smile has returned I was so broken when I started this journey I can’t...

Love and Hate (part 1&2)

Part 1 They say love and hate are the same Same passion, same impulse So let me hate you Because I don’t know how much more of this I can...

Three Years

Three years Is a long time I can still see your smile Hear your laugh Happy memories It doesn’t get easier I’m allowed to wallow If I...

The Lottery of Sleep

In the lottery of sleep I saw you in the night again You’ve slipped through my defences Maybe there’s more to this People come and go But...

A Perfect Goodbye

I didn’t give you a perfect goodbye I should have stood up As you left Wrapped my arms around you And not let go Please stay. Don’t...

In The Cupboard

I’ve got a bottle of wine in the cupboard It was a bottle you had bought I think you were saving it For something special I’ve kept it...

Heart Over Head

Do I follow my heart? Or do I follow my head? I know the smart choice But is it the right one? I think I know But do I really? Days spent...

Milestone

A whole chapter without you Each milestone I reach Birthdays, celebrations They are harsh reminders But I am trying my best I want you to...

Does The House Remember Us?

On nights when my mind is racing I close my eyes Breathe deeply And imagine I’m back at home My old home Our old house On nights when my...

I Want To Escape This Year

I want to escape this year I am struggling Motivation My project, my art It’s my process It helps me grieve But for now, put on hold...

Sparks

I dreamt of a women in a red leopard print dress A very specific detail Random but true And we danced in the street Surrounded by...

Why Does My Heart Feel So Bad?

Why does my heart feel so bad? I need to love myself Before I can learn to love others Solo shadow, social distancing I miss your company...

I Dreamt About A Stranger

I dreamt about a stranger It wasn’t you It was someone else We never speak I hate seeing this figure, why can’t it be him? You are always...

I Put Your Aftershave On My Pillow

I put your aftershave on my pillow It makes me think Maybe you’re near It’s comforting Especially now When all I want is to wrap my arms...

The Aftershave

The aftershave An object I love Something that once was Your smell A distant memory In the bedside draw The aftershave An object I love...

I Miss You

I miss you. You used to eagerly watch the news You used to follow bad weather Pretend you were a storm chaser Happy memories You always...